11.16.2008

Im just inspired to write something.. 11/16/08, 7:30pm

Honestly, I just wanna reflect in the past things that had happened.
Hmm.. Lately, i'm not happy. But my friends made me happy though. Im not happy because there was this guy who leave me hanging. Do you ever know that feeling? Everything is okay and all of a sudden, He just decided to leave you? Why is this happening? It's not karma but I think most guys were just jackasssss. Now, Im just trying my best to be happy and Im just enjoying every moment with my friends. I dont know what to feel. Because, this situation happened 3 times. I hope there is a guy who can prove to me that they're not the same.
To you :
Everything happened so fast,
And I thought this will last.
You are close to perfect,
So I don't know how to reject.
I thought, you really love me,
But in the end, You made me feel so empty.
At first, you exerted so many efforts,
And suddenly, you asked me if you can court.
Everything felt so right,
I thought you will hold on tight.
You gave me what i needed,
But it just suddenly ended.
I hope you warned me that this was just your stupid game,
So that I can play it better in my own game.
Thank You for the short time,
We'll be better in due time.
Good Luck on being a jerk,
And IO hope you are happy on being a flirt.

this is me by demi lavato

I've always been the kind of girl That hid my face So afraid to tell the world What I've got to say But I have this dream Right inside of me I'm gonna let it show It's time to let you know to let you know This is real This is me I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now Gonna let light shine on me Now I've found who I am There's no way to hold it in No more hiding who I wanna be This is me Do you know what it's like To feel so in the dark To dream about a life Where you're the shining star Even though it seems Like it's too far away I have to believe in myself It's the only way This is real This is me I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now Gonna let light shine on me Now I've found who I am There's no way to hold it in You're the voice I hear inside my head The reason that I'm singing I need to find you I gotta find you You're the missing piece I need The song inside of me I need to find you I gotta find you This is real This is meI'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now Gonna let light shine on me Now I've found who I am There's no way to hold it in No more hiding who I wanna be yeah This is me You're the missing piece I need The song inside of meYou're the voice I hear inside my head The reason that I'm singing Now I've found who I am There's no way to hold it in No more hiding who I wanna be This is me..
THIS IS ME..