typical day..

I woke up at around 9:30a.m. A typical day for me : eat, rest, read, surf the net, text and watch t.v then eat again. (':
ter 6 because I started reading this book 2 days ago. Every chapter made me realize so many things like :
WE SHOULD PUT GOD FIRST. Make Him as the
I am reading Reading Rick Warren's book : The Purpose Driven Life. This book is so soooo soooo nice. Iy is an eye-opener for everybody. I am now at chap center of your life.The people who has a strong faith in God and those who are trully devoted to Him were blessed.
EVERYTHING THAT HAD HAPPENED WAS IN GOD's PLAN. Every tears, laughter, fears, heartaches, problems are planned by God. Even the small detail that is happening or had happened were all planned by God. The problems that we encounter were not just simply a problem but it was given to us by God because He wants us to be strong. he is testing us. He wants us to have the courage to face this world. He gives us problems not because He hates us but because He l0ves us.
NOTHING IS PERMANENT IN THIS WORLD : people may come and go. All of us will leave this world. So let us live our lives to the fullest. The life that has purpose and a making a way to the right direction.
Hindi ko pa tapos basahin yung book but i am definitely sure na madami pa akong marerealize na bagay.

I am remiscing my past. Although "past is past", i am reflecting to the thigs that happened in my life few months ago. I cried, i laughed, i experienced heartaches. Grabee.. It feels good because i am not the old "dhez" na sobrang cry baby. I am stronger now. I am living a new life : God is the center of my life, taking risks, moving on, planning for a better future, time for family and friends, time to have fun, becoming more serious about life, treating myself right. In short, I am living my life the way i wanted it to be. It feels so good na nkarecover ka sa dark past mo. Karma is true so don't let Karma happen to you.

I really missed my high school days. The days I experienced puppy love into serious ones, i missed my barkadas. I am kinda busy ngaying college kaya hindi ako nakakasama sa mga gala. I missed the times ng kakulitan, asaran, tawanan, iyakan, cutting class, tulog moments, lahat! I had wonderful memories nung high school. I remembered, the guys na nalink sakin(haha!) my ex bf, my m.u's, everything! grabee! I missed the days na cramming lahat because may dance competition, choir, SINTAS!,retreat, recollection, exhibits, role plays. I sooo missed it. It builds my personality talaga. I learned from my mistakes and I will never ever forget those moments!

Then here comes my college days. New environment, new people and definitely a new beginning. My first year college days were big time FUN! I had a good schedule, i am staying on a dormitory and i am free. I am INDEPENDENT. During the first week, I am crying! And i told dad that i don't wanna stay sa manila and i reallllyyyy wanna go home. But as the days, weeks, months passed by, I am ENJOYING. It was a total fun talaga. So i learned many things : good and bad things. But I van control my self. Being independent makes me more matured. It was like starting all over again. Many things happened. But I learned from it. Many tears had fallen, many laughters and stories, angers and everything and it makes me a better person now. A strong, independent, God-fearing and the "real" dhez. No cover-ups, no lies, no fears. The new me feels good. I am happy now, but still,, there is something missing.