i made this last 8/20/08 @ 2:00 pm-thurs

ELRF

From the moment I saw you,

I couldn't stop thinking of you.

I wonder what's your name,

And everytime I think of you, it makes me insane.

We we're introduced by a common friend,

But as time passes by, it seems like we're more than friends.

There's something on the way you look at me,

It seems that you want me.

You are the first one to make a move,

And everytime we were together, i just cant move.

"Looking in your eyes while you're on the other side,

sweetie, i got a thing for you"

That's the song that kept on playing on my mind,

You know what? I hate you for being so kind!

I wanna feel you, see you, love you!

But now? You are starting to break my heart into two.

You are now so cold,

Don't you know that you are the one I wanna hold?

It really broke my heart,

When you told me that you're ex wants to get back to you and it really tears me apart.

Suddenly you're gone,

But thanks, I had fun.

Eventhough I'm saying that It's ok,

It is killing me, but hey!

No matter how much I want you,

No matter how much I like you,

Im telling you, this feeling is true.

I hope you'll be happy,

With you're ex that was so undearly.

Im still here for you,

Eventhough I have to forget my feelings for you.

Im not regretting the moment I met you,

Because I'll still and always will care for you.

I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE FOR REAL THIS TIME.. .

i made this last April 20, 2008 @ 12midnight

BITTERNESS

I gave my heart to you,

hurting me is the thing that you loved to do..

I've done everything to make you happy,

But all you did was to make me feel so empty.

My dream came true when we became lovers,

You told me you love me and that's all i can remember.

As day passed by, you don't care for me at all,

But the things that you did before really made me fall.

You said you're confused,

And I felt that I'm just being used.

you just want to revenge because of your past,

And our love came by so fast.

You said that I will just stay beside you,

But fuck! What did you do?!

You left me dark and empty,

So now, are you happy?

All I can see is darkness,

And all i can feel is coldness.

I gave mjy all to you,

But what did you do?

You've wasted everything,

For just your stupid thing.

I remembered when I Lived you,And I so remembered the day when you broke my heart into two.

You really dont love me,

that's why you set me free?

But why did you told me to stay?

If all you really want me away?

What are the meanings of your sweetness before?

You just did that because you were bored?

Why did you told me you love me?

When all you did was to hurt me?...