untitLed.. .

November 20, 2007

4:00pm

I was lonely before,

And my past haunts me more..

He broke my heart,

and tear it apart.

But suddenly you came

And thinking of him was totally a shame..

My faded life became colorful..

And this feeling is so wonderful.

You are so nice and sweet,

And i know, you don't wana see me weep.

The solitude past melted away,

Because you loved me in many ways..

We are morethen friends but less than a lover,

And to tell you honestly.. i dont want this to be over..

ContoxvErsiAL

ContOxvERsiAL

10/7/07

9:30 a.m

Before, I thought that it was just a game,

But now? You've put me in shame!

You told me you love me,

But why I feel so empty?

You let me fall for you,

And now, I feel so blu.

You said you need space,

Everything that happened was just a maze.

I'll stop loving you,

I'll stop caring for you,

I'll stop wanting you

'Coz i love myself too.

July 7 - 13

July 7 , 2008

this is the time na bumalik ako sa dorm. xempwe saan pa ba ako pupunta?

xempwe sa imno na! hahaha. ayun, tumambay ako sa imno. ordinary day lang.

sayaw lang, tamang chill. ^^ pero may nambuhos sakin ng beer na insecure na babae. ayun. muntik na mapaaway kami peo ayos lang, ang pikon lageng talo! =p

July 8, 2008

maaga natapos class koh neto. tapos nag imno ako,, kasama ko si meggie!hehehe..andun dn yung mga tropa ko sa imno. i met a guy na chesty yung name and he's sooo hot. Lahat nasa knya na but i duno kung pati ugali nya e maganda. aanhin ko nmn kasi yung guy na gago di ba? yung panget ugali. mas okay na yung kahit hindi gaanong gwapo pero maganda naman ugali di ba? pinapunta koh din imno sila ketchai, aje, judith and kasama nila blockmates nila. sumunod lang si pepper.^^ (miss you pepper) tapos ayun, andun din sila donna at vivie! haha. tandem ever talaga kami ni donna pagdating sa kalantudan! hahaha! hinatid ako ni chesty sa dorm, tapos ayun magkatext kami and 2x pa siya tumawag sakin tapos kinantahan niya ako. ang ganda ng voice niya infairness. ayun.. ^^

July 9,2008

HAPPY B-DAY REDZZZZZZZZ!!!!!

today is wednesday, at sa kasamaang palad, absent ang crush kong prof na si Fr. Bob! =(

hahaha! and may mass kami so hindi nakapag exam sa accounting! at eto pa, General Assembly namin so walang logic at p.e.. Dun sa General Assembly ang tagal bago ako makapunta imno, mga 6pm na. BDAY BASH NI REDZ and sinurprise namin siya ng cake. Mejo konti tao gawa ng may nag away pla. wala si elmo nun. =( kasi yung katropa nya yung inaway. ayun. umuwi ako mag isa. saya di ba? hahahaha.

July 10, 2008

Thursday

haha. etong araw na 2, ok na ok! hahaha. nagpunta kami imno ni jug! nag away sila ng bf niya. ayun, xempwe andun si elmo. ((: what if pag nagkakatinginan kayo ng crush mo? tapos nahuhuli mo siya tumitingin sayo kapag may kausap ka? hahaha. FUNNY. anyway, mga 5:30 umuwi si jug. =( tapos nag uwian na dn iba, kami nlng ni robin natira sa tropa. lumipat kami sa my gitna. tapos si elmo, nilapitan ako, eh , mga 6:30 na nun kaya uuwi na ko kasi hinihintay ako nila maan for dinner. ayun. hinatid ako sa may sakayan ni elmo. ^^ tapos simula nun magkatext na kami. im soo happoy.

"LOVE IN THIS CLUB"

July 11, 2008

Friday

nag away kami ni con neto. hahaha. nagtampo lang ako.. magkatext kami ni elmo buong araw. ^^ recollection namin ngayon. haha. naku naiinis ako sa lunch namin coz it's chicken and im soo allergic to chicken! =s anyway, nagpasama si chini asshole my lab sa U.P soo ayun, nag adventure kaming dalawa. hahah! and then while we were walking, sa katangahang palad, natapilok ako at na "tnga" aqoh ni my lab! hahah! tapos nung papunta kaming other side ng UP sa may faura, xempwe sa rob ang daan eh natapilok ako ulit. haha. ako na nakahigh heels. ayun, medyo dugyot na dugyot kami ni asshole. haha. when we were in faura na, there was this fuckin guy na binangga ako ng lunch box niya yta un sa legs at hindi man lang nag sorry! grr. so sa init ng ulo ko, sumigaw ako ng "sorry ha!!!!!!" at nagulat sa akin si chini beybehh! hahaha. at alm niyo ba? may nagsabi ky chini ng " hi miss,are you good? " and foreigner. yak. hahaha! (iba alindog mo chini!) hahaha. nung palabas na kami ng rob, nadaanan namin yung razon's at sabi ko ky chini : "chini, ang init nhu? kagutom mag adbentyurr! ahem! razon's! ahem! razons!ahem! ahem!" tapos ililibre dw ako ni chini pero sa mcdo! hahahah! tapos ayun, nagpanoramic xray na si chini. bumalik kami sa rob to buy havaianas for jc and anniv gift for nin. ayun then nag mcdo kami at nag GO BIG TIME SI CHINI. hahaha. busoooggg na bosssooggg ako! tenk you asshole my lab!!! haha.. tapos ayun, bumalik na kami school and nagpunta ako imno. then, pinuntahan ako ni wiL.. ngaun lang ulit kami nagkita. ^^ hahaha. tapos hinatid niya ako kasam yung friend niya. ^^

July 12, 2008

I HATE 12.

well, excited akong umuwi kasi makikita ko na tita ko na galing states.^^

pag uwi ko, may fam gathering kami, so andito lahat. my gulaayy! ako taga habol ng cuzins ko na bata. nkakapagod! hahaha! tapos may gift sakin si tita na jacket, it's soooo nice and i love itttt! ((:

bakit ko hate ang 12? haha. secret!

July 13, 2008

na food poison ang little bro q. =((

hayyyyy.. nagpunta kami makati to get my tito's coat. then bumalik kami dito then punta SM then watched a movie. ayun. ganda ng movie ni will smith. ^^

yesterday

"Yesterday"

Leona Lewis

the moment na pinarinig sakin ni tinay tong song na 2, sooobraaang hindi ako makaget overrrr!

nasa starbucks siya sa midtown, celine, jamine and i were going to imno (july 4, 2008)

but since magwiwithdraw muna si celine, i decided to drop by sa sbux.

i visited alvin alsoo. haha.

and then, tinay told me, "sexy friend may ipaparinig ako sayong song"

and then the first song e bye bye taz next song e yesterday.

eto lyrics : (ganda superr)

just can't believe you're gone, still waiting for morning to come, wanna see if the sun will rise, even without you by my side. When we had so much in store, tell me what is it i'm reaching for. When we're through building memories, i'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart. Chorus. They can take tomorrow and the plans we made, they can take the music that we'll never play. All the broken dreams, take everything, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday. They can take the future that we'll never know, they can take the places that we said we would go. All the broken dreams, take everything, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday. You always used to stay, i should be thankful for everyday. Heaven knows what the future holds, or at least how the story goes. (but i never believed them 'til now.) I know i'll see you again i'm sure. No it's not selfish to ask for more. One more night, one more day, one more smile on you face, but they can't take yesterday. I thought our days would last forever. (but it wasn't our destiny) 'Cause in my mind, we had so much time. But i was so wrong. Now i can, believe that, i can still find the strength in the moments we made. I'm looking back on yesterday(All the broken dreams take everything) But they can never have yesterday. .

it's sooo true.. we can never have yesterday.. but we can look forward right?

PAST is PAST and we should learn from it.

all the heartaches, problems and everything were just trials.

WE SHOULD LEARN TO LET IT GO KUNG KINAKAILANGAN NA DI BA?

it's not right to keep holdin on into something that was already letting you go and kept on hurting you. SOMETIMES you have to face it.

If God takes away something, He has something better to give.

So dont be afraid. The trials will make you a better person.

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continuation of my kwento for this week :

di ba nasa starbux ako? then i met celine and jasmine nah sa BDO then nagpunta kami imno nah. we had fun. pero know what?

sa imno.. MASAYA tlga and i loveeee the people there!

kasama ko sila majal, her bro,aldi,jerome,jasmine,cel and mikee.

anyway, i met this guy(couple of weeks ago), hes sooo cute!

(but i dunno if he likes me)

or he's just being friendly right???kileg ako!

okay.. eto na.. gulo ko talaga magkwento. haha.

umiyak si celine and superrr nagbreakdown siya!!!!

sobra kasi tinago ni celine yung pains and lahat ng sama ng loob niya

ayun, nagbreakdown siya.

nakita koh din sila yaje,aj,avior,their frnds and adrian.

tropa sila ng bestfriend ko na si mikmik.

ang cool nila. =p

dapat sa imno sila BUT wala na dw RH kaya lumipat silaa.

July 3, 2008

im with besh mik @ imno and we are with his friend nix.

ang cute ni nix. haha! peo asa pa me.

hehe.

i also met bryan after umuwi nila mik.

and nasa leg room kmi. (':

it was fun kasi miss ko na din siya.

siya lang nkakapagpauwi sakin ng maaga.

thanks babe.

peo masakit kasi he's still texting denise(his EX~!!)

bahala siya. once na napagod ako, pagod na talaga ako.

i wont look back anymore.

i dont need a guy na gagaguhin lang ako. PERIOD!

ordinary week lang toh. imno mode nmn ako lage.

i love my TRUE FRIENDS SO MUCH!!!

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quotes foe the week :

"you call it fate, i call it kama"

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"i know i'll see you again, im sure. It's not selfish to ask for more.

One more night, one more day.

baby.. just one more smile on your face"

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"its not that i dont love you,

i just need to find myself because

im starting to love you more than myself"

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"give me a sad song and ill make it better"

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"i gave you may all but you just let me fall"

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"i want to know if i can live inside your world.."