broke down momentssss...

last monday, hinatid ako ni mommy sa school coz im sick.. then, when i arrived sa dorm,, no one was there! lyndon texted me, but i realized na i should rest nah.. then ayun. tuesday,, nagclass na kami.. nagpunta ako sa imno.. as usual.. here are some pics of my imno momentsss: me,mond,tinay,cocoy,trish,roxy

drunk silaaa

with cute frnd

trish,tinay and i

kace lovess

gin-a'colait

cute and sexy friend

blue margarita

me

well, imno is my tambayan.. i always go there. i meet new people. im sad last thursday, june 26. it was supposed to be an unofficial monthsary for me and my special someone. BUT the guy totally forget that thingy.. However, there's no commitment nmn so i can't blame him. Whenever were together, our attention was focused ONLY w/ each other but the sad thing is, when were not together, he don't text me or he don't even show he cares. How sad but that's life. Well im drunk last night. Im sooooo sad and nagbreakdown talaga ako. it's because of UNREAL friends whom i loved but it turned out to be na hindi totoong kaibigan and mejo gawa din ng guy na yun. Im the type of girl kasi na iniipon and pag napuno nah, ayunn.. Good thing i have my true friends : TINAY, HERMY, NEKNEK, AYA, MARA! kinomfort talaga nila ako. As in. (Thanksss lovesss,, i love you all sooo much!!!)

i am currently listening to : Bleeding Love

my vices right now is : sponge crunch, kitkat, coffee and of course, SISIG!!!

Tomorrow will be a better day.. (':

June 16, 2008 -> all i can do is "try"

"All I knowIs everything is not as it's sold but the more I grow the less I know. And I have lived so many lives,Though I'm not old And the more I see, the less I grow. The fewer the seeds the more I sow.Then I see you standing there, Wanting more from me And all I can do is try..Then I see you standing there Wanting more from me And all I can do is try. I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness And all the real people are really not real at all. The more I learn the more I cry,As I say goodbye to the way of life, I thought I had designed for me . All of the moments that already passed, We'll try to go back and make them last. All of the things we want each other to be We never will be And that's wonderful, and that's life And that's you, baby This is me, baby And we are, we areFree In our love.."

well, honestly.. i am not that okay.. i don't know why i am like this. Yeah, im depressed! Super slow ko kasi, ang bagal kasi mag sink-in sakin yung mga nangyayari. Honestly, maybe.. MAYBE wala nmn ako kasi dapat ika-depressed but kung sabagay.. Naiinis ako sa mga people na parang magpaparamdam sayo na may something pero in the end, He would just tell you na "ayaw ng commitment" , na "ayaw ng obligations" , na "ayaw ng may iniintindi". A.hollee! grabee.. A good friend of mine (chini) told me that how come he dont want to be committed, he dont want obligations or what-so-ever tapos he makes me feel na may something. He was just scared of the responsibilities. Pero di ba, sana wag kang magpapa-fall ng tao kung wala ka nmn palang balak saluhin. I am starting to hate guys (honestly). Pare-pareho silang lahat e.. They dont know how to treat girls right. Ang babae, minamahal at inaalagaan. Hindi dapat sinasaktan.

At eto pah,, pagbukas ko ng pc namin, eh di nagfriendster ako, i saw his gf's account.(i mean "ex" daw nya), eh may recently added pics pa. Sarap di ba.. pero im not that stupid nmn, i know how and when to stop. I wanted to try but i am loosing myself, and i really have no reason to fight. I learned na in this world, there are so many lies. Sabi nga ni Alvin Galvez sakin na NEVER ko talaga nakakalimutan is that, "you should not believe agad sa mga sinasabi sayo ng guys or don't fall agad sa mga ginagawa nila 'coz im a guy, i know yung mga takbo ng utak ng lalaki.". Well, he's soooooo right.. So girls, wag agad tayo magpapauto sa mga guys. Let us make them realize na hindi dapat tayo sinasaktan. Let go of the things na nakakasakit sayo. And keep in mind na maybe kaya hindi sayo binigay sayo ni God yan, it's either na makakasama sayo yan or He has something better to give. (':

june 05, 2008 -> my 17th bday.. (':

My 17th Bday

June 05, 2008

meet my boinky

vain me
patrick changing his pants

me and patrick

sa mirror ng car

i woke up at around 10a.m.. The day before my big day, we went out.. Tumambay kami sa shell mamplasan(as usual) haha.. Then ayun.. Mom cooked my evr favorite spaghetti.. Umalis kami here sa house ng mga 3pm, we went first to Alabang Town Center, we played at timezone, eat merienda, videoke, window shopping. Around 6pm, we went to dad's so called "floating restaurant" haha. Bnilind fold nila ako! I was shocked because may chuva pa silang ganun.. hahah! Ayun, the restau was "Bamboo Asia Grill". It was fun.. We ate on a banana leaf, (i ate a lot) haha! Then there was a live band. Harold and I was about to jam with them but they took a break. We waited until 10 pero hindi pa din nagsstart! So we decided na mag-starbucks nalang. Tumambay kami, kwentuhan, etc. We went home ng mga 11pm.. (':

atc,escalator

blindfold!!!

hahah. tadahh!

Bamboo Asia Grill

Family pic

dad,mom,pat and i

kisshhhh en hugggg

best mom and dad in the world. (:

harold and kev

starbucksss

I HAD FUN. I REALLY LOVE MY FAMILY. Thanks mom, dad, harold, kev and patrick! i love you all!